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(Source: codeine-codeine, via m-a-c-millerr)
Its hard to know the razors under my bed will soon be gone. I just have to cope in other ways… It hurts to think that, I have cause so much destruction to my body, Most of my cuts are faded or not even there, but I do have scars, which will be on me till the day I die… Maybe they will fade, but I dont believe that will happen. I really just feel like, I’m losing a part of me. They have became my security. Hell, Im just saying this, probably in a few days I will not even be wanting to stop and more cuts will be on my body, This had been so hard for me. Please, NEVER MAKE THAT FIRST CUT PLEASE. I wish I never did…